Guestbook
2025
November
11-20
Nothing that interesting, well I mean, interesting for me lol, continued developing the site, yet to hang out with anyone.
11-21
Hope i'll finish this soon, today was pretty boring, like always, gotten slightly jealous after seeing my classmates hanging out after school, I have the looks, the height, why can't I make relationships with people.People avoid me constantly, I guess it is understandable.
11-22
Went to the gym today, it was quite nice, pushed my limits there, it's 9 pm right now, and I have to prep for a fight, not a fist fight, just a casual spar with my "accquaintances", I don't really have friends lol, that's why I'm scared, and I don't really go out much, so I have to atleast you know, socialize, it's been weeks since I last like, talked to someone 1 on 1, outside of school
11-24
The fight went well yesterday, was too tired to update the blog, it was quite fun, I anticipated that I was just gonna get beaten up by everyone to death, but it was quite the opposite
December
12-03
A slight pause from my updates, but I still haven't forgotten, I would love to put something here, but I haven't really started doing much, apart from selling imported nicotine again, I absolutely love my cuba nicotine pouches, they are the sole reason why I'm still here.
On a real note, it's been monotone, I try to keep a positive outlook and it's working, no one really cares, but atleast I myself am slightly happier.
Also, thank you "chuddina" for being the first person to write something in my silly guestbook. Here's a /calm/jak for your efforts.
12-09
Nothing is changing, it all feels slow paced, but speeding at the same time, I would just love to go and drive off somewhere, and kill people just like hotline miami....
2026
January
01-25
A whole month has passed and I haven't updated the site like some sort of faggot, embarassing on my part, but I think it started to get better for me, I stopped smoking so much, and I feel powerful lol. Who knew that limiting my bad habits would slightly fix up my other bad habits.
Feburary
02-21
Things are probably improving, I have started feeling stronger again, and trying to socialize more, someone complimented me yesterday, for my cologone, and for my face last week too. I wrote those things in my journal, since I personally like writing with my arm, well technically, I am writing this too, with my arms, but.... Well that doesn't matter, I would love to see some signs of life, I keep looking at that one singular guestbook entry, trying to dechiper it's meaning. A great philosopher wrote that. I just remembred, I will try to describe this, for myself, in the future. Do you remember, walking in the city one time, with your grandpa, nearly 11 years ago, and the feeling of going home, and watching Cartoon Network, because you knew it's friday, and you will have the entire tv to yourself, because your parents will most likely not be home, remember this......
Site, life, or other ideas and what not...
I kind of want to keep this site the way it is, maybe this will be the branch off, I feel like having a more professional site wouldn't be the worst thing in the world, the thing is, all the web is like that now, I'd rather look at aids sites like this. Still dont have a clue tho...
I plan on probably fixing up or making an image map on the wholesomejak page, the bluepill and the blackpill aren't lined up properly
This might be the only page worth keeping for me, I actually love it, it looks so tough.
Site updates
2025-11-21 Yeah so I only started logging the updates as of now, this week I added this page, added a new button in the index.html, fixed up the wholesomejak, deleted all the nonesense in BlackOps2Cel side, and added some text in the stewie page... More to come soon, I guess?
Added a guestbook, should probably make it flashier, I will have to find out how to do that soon, maybe tonight, since it's friday and I don't have anything better to do....
2025-11-22
Made the index.html slightly less of an eyesore, gonna most likely keep it as it is, and add a navbar, for site navigation, it's fucking hard without AI, but that's the fun of it :)
2025-12-03
Made the index html more postal themed, now that I think about it, that is slightly retarded, given that Christmas is around the corner.